'I Can't Beat Myself Up For That': Jennifer Lopez Admits That She Hates Being Alone

Star started dating Casper Smart shortly after split from Marc Anthony

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Jennifer Lopez has admitted that she can't stand being on her own and that's why she prefers to have a partner.

The mother-of-two, who has three marriages under belt, won't apologise for the fact that she loves having a man in her life as she's fully aware of it.

In her interview for InStyle's Color issue, the 44-year-old said: "Look, I don't love being alone. I don't. I can't beat myself up for that."

Jennifer Lopez stars on the front cover of the latest issue of InStyle (Splash News)

Jen, who has twins Max and Emme with her ex-husband Marc Anthony continued: "What I have to do is figure out why I don't like it. Why am I not OK being alone? And can I be OK facing that?"

The Love Don't Cost A Thing star was once engaged to Ben Affleck and has dated P Diddy, and she continued: "In the past, love for me has always meant forever. Sure, you still nurse some of those fantasies but I don't try to force it anymore."

Jen is constantly facing rumours as to whether she's going to walk down the aisle with current boyfriend Casper Smart, who she began dating shortly after her split with husband of seven years Marc Anthony.

Of walking down the aisle for the fourth time, Jennifer has previously said: "I don't know. We'll see. I don't know.

"You know, I've always believed in that institution. I believe in it, but it is difficult. I've had my challenges, but at the same time I believe in love, and I think that is the main thing."

Jennifer happy with boyfriend Casper at her Walk of Fame star unveiling (Wenn)

Of her failed marriages and relationships, she also added: "I'm one of those people who does not like to be alone. I have no shame saying that at this point in my life. I think we have to own who we are."

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